My son called me.
Mom, we’re going to have a long week before it’s over. We forgot to tell you.
I stood there, frozen for five seconds. Five seconds was all it took to realize my life had just been split in two.
« Okay, boy, » I replied, my voice sounding more confident than I deserved. « Good luck. »
I know what you need to do with the trembling hands. The old-fashioned over-the-top dishes, the style of dishes you eat, the light and the dredged in the middle of the ribs. The stew still steamed on the stove. Rolls lay under an embroidered tablecloth. Matthew’s toys were still piled in the basket by the dining room, waiting for the child, who actually wasn’t feeling well anymore.
Everything I did – everything I saved, cooked, prepared – suddenly felt like a cruel joke someone was playing on me.
I haven’t oiled yet. Not yet.
I walked to the bedroom with a gait reminiscent of someone twice my age. I opened the drawer of my nightstand and grabbed the laptop Ryan had given me two years earlier.
« This way we can stay in touch, Mom, » he said then, smiling as if he were doing me a favor. « You’re not so young anymore. »
What irony.
I sat on the edge of the bed I’d shared with George for 32 years before cancer took him from me. My fingers trembling, I opened the mail without hesitation. I typed in Mr. Morris’s address—my lawyer for as long as I can remember. He’d handled George’s will. He was there when I inherited the land in Greenwood—that little piece of land, and those memories are worth over $500,000.
The same piece of land where I gave Ryan and Vanessa permission to build our family home eight months ago.
Our house.
What a joke.
Ik you know what you’re doing in bondig, there’s a drama, there’s no danger I’m going to stop and it’s the universe where you can see it.
Mr. Morris, we’ve started the proceedings this week and we’re going to be prepared. I’ve attached all the documentation. It’s time to take action.
Then I clicked on the attachment – my “special” attachment, the file I’d been secretly creating for months, assuming I was just some dumb, sentimental old lady who would accept anything for attention.
Photos. Screenshots. Audio recordings. Copies of documents, and I signed them while Vanessa smiled and said, « It’s just routine. » Bank statements. Everything.
Every humiliation. Every lie. Every dollar they took from me. Every moment my son looked past me as if I weren’t there.
I pressed « Send » on the laptop slot with a dry, definitive click that echoed in the silent room.
Because this is the truth no one tells you when you become a mother: one day, love and dignity will be at a crossroads, and you can’t keep both if the people you love force you to choose.
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