Elena.
The world tilted, and the cold no longer came from the air—but from the realization that the past had not stayed buried.
That “Mom” hit Daniel with the force of an unexpected wave. He opened his eyes in disbelief. The snow seemed to stop for a moment. What was a child doing in front of Elena’s grave? Whose photo was that?
The boy lifted his head at the sound of footsteps, and his eyes fixed on Daniel. There was a mixture of defiance and supplication in them, of abandonment and shattered hope. Daniel approached carefully, as if touching him might break something fragile. “Who are you?” he asked softly, but gently.
“My name is Lucas,” he replied, pressing the photograph closer to his chest. Daniel looked at the picture: Elena, young, laughing freely, her hair pulled back in a summer that seemed endless. That face pierced his soul. “Where did you get that photo?” he asked, trying to keep his voice from breaking.
Lucas looked down. “It’s the only picture I have of her.” His fingers trembled. “I came because… because I wanted to see her. And tell her I’m sorry.”
The words “the only one I have of her” and the way she said them made something inside Daniel crack. He knelt slowly in the snow, as if he needed to feel the cold itself to make sure he wasn’t hallucinating. “Elena… she was my wife,” he managed to say. “We never… we never knew how to have children. She and I… we didn’t have children.”
The boy looked at him with wide eyes. “For me, she was my mother.” The simplicity of the sentence was a ticking time bomb. Daniel took a step back and let himself fall into the snow, not noticing that his hands were already wet with tears. His whole world, the certainties carefully built up over years, was crumbling.
As the wind whipped up small swirls of snow around him, Lucas quietly recounted his story: he had lived first in an orphanage, then with a family who adopted him when he was just a few months old. From a young age, he carried with him a photograph he had been given along with an envelope bearing a name: Elena Márquez. The nuns told him that was his mother’s name, and that for reasons no one understood, he had been given up for adoption. The boy kept that photograph like a talisman. When he turned eight, he began asking questions and investigating in the old school records; when he was ten, thanks to a kind social worker and a search of the archives, he found Elena’s full name and stumbled upon the date of her death.
“I wanted to know why she left me,” Lucas said, clenching his fists. “I wanted to see her, even just once, and tell her I forgive her if she had to leave, or yell at her if she had betrayed me. I wanted to look at her and understand.” The revelation was like a rain that washed everything away, leaving him naked before the truth. Daniel listened and, for the first time since he had occupied that sacred place, he was forced to look at Elena’s life from a different angle, without the veils of his own remorse.
Memories began to surface, as if the grave had been a key. He recalled brief conversations in which Elena seemed quieter, a box of letters he never opened, an afternoon when she smiled sadly and said that life sometimes held secrets impossible to explain. He remembered broken promises: his all-consuming work, the sleepless nights when business seemed more urgent than anything else, and the growing distance between them. How much had he ignored for fear of confronting what he might uncover?
“Why didn’t she tell me?” Daniel asked, even though he knew death prevented it. “If she… if she was your mother, why didn’t she ever tell me anything?”
Lucas looked down. “She wrote me a letter before she died. I got it when I was adopted. It said she loved me, that it was the best decision for me, and that she hoped I would have a good life. It also said she had loved a man who made her happy, and that she didn’t want to burden anyone with her problems. I don’t know what problems she was talking about.” His voice broke. “I… I looked for her. I wanted to see her and ask her why she left me.”
The silence that followed was a kind of shared confession.
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